As I sit here mor productive than what I know I will be at work I have received much info about the volunteer info. The sad news is that the only thing open right now is call center work, and that is like kryptonite to superman. I am so burned out and that is the only way I can help? I did call center work for 5 years, and well let's say I got burned real nice from it. I don't think I can ever be of any help on the phone like that ever again. Might as well to tell me to work in a part of town I am the only white guy there in a racist neaghborhood. I'll feel just as good.

But more stuff might come open but I would need to keep on the lookout. The sad thing is if I don't know soon, I cannot use my time off for it, and if I schedule it, when I get the call I could be out of luck to help.

I just want to help but I want the chance to be there hands on, not hiding behind a phone, yet I know that they really need that help and it isnt tech support. But the hidng behind a phone...it has hurt for so many years.

For me call center = suffering, great immense suffering. Yet I know that Christ did far more than I...so should I take his example and follow? Suck it up as was said in sermon a while back?

Maybe. Yet why is it I went from wanting to do anything to help to slightly angry?