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![]() Monday, August 29, 2005
Today while I was at the shelter I I had a feeling grow, a set of feeligns that has been gorwing but now is much louder...why don't I take this chance and minister to these men?
There is one guy who goes often to this I think it's a club but itsclub unsuitable for let's say a family. And inside I am like, that's not a good place for him to be going to. This is just one example where I want to do more than just be the internet guy. Maybe get closer and able to talk to them more and have maybe a bible study online or something. Maybe even just listen to them, who knows I might learn something. They are people as well as I am one. I do need to leanr alot about leading people to God or of things godly, I can only plant the seed, it is god who will provide the water and growth. I need to learn patience I really do. Sometimes it gets me, and gets me bad. Sometimes whne I slow down and listen, my heart tells me things. I only want to serve and know I am living by gods will and not my own. I do not always know. Some days Im on fire and others Im in the clouds. Life right now is a renewed adventure. Things are really different for the first time that I can ever recall. It's not all peaches 'n fun but it works. Life is coming own to some serious tug-of-war for my old self or self really for the renwed self. Some stains do not want to remove, others stay for a long time, sometimes you have to bleach it two or three times. Who am I? Doesn't matter, it's what or who God wansts me to be. Until I know who I am, for now I am, well only one peson is that so I am , yet am not! I hope I don't mess thigns up too bad so that I can go home net weekend. That and I hope the hurricane does not mess things up either. WHo knows, but a good few days off with family might do me some real good this year. |
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“But from everlasting to everlasting the LORD’s love is with those who fear him, and his righteousness with their children’s children— with those who keep his covenant and remember to obey his precepts.” (Psalm 103:17-18) ![]() Powered by BibleGateway.com script provided by biblegateway.com
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links.tom links.other sojourn.blogs blogs.other blogroll.christian Thy way, not mine, O lord Thy way, not mine, O Lord, However dark it be; Lead me by Thine own hand, Choose out the path for me.
Smooth let it be or rough,
I dare not choose my lot;
Take Thou my cup, and it
Choose Thou for me my friends,
The kingdom that I seek
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