There ndoes not seem to be a whole lot going on. I did survive the holidays staying in town. Got some shooting done so that was cool. Church had a picnic and that was fun too. In fact there is where I got the news I was waiting for. Now it is in God's hands if it will happen or not. I found there is a group that is going to help with disaster releif and I really would like to go. Now I am questioning my motives if they are cross centered or self centered. But I still have the desire to help. Now if I can get the time off from work is the question.

THings are changing and I see the other gears happening in other aspects in life. And most of it was not my own doing. So this is good to see how they worked out. I guess that makes no sense but then again neither are my thoughts, I need to get cleaned and organized again at home and get back on top of order, same with my faith, it's been slipping slightly.