Da next mo'nin Thursday, April 21, 2005 Last night was one nice long prayer. I think I am starting to see a few things. I know that I mean well but everytime here for the last few years it seems I have tried to better myself or put myself in a position for change like school or a new job etc. But it seems my way isnt working. And with God calling me to whatever he is, I am starting to feel that my plans might interfere with his. So last night I came to the conclusion thatmy ways, my dream, and my desires are not working or leading me to where God wants me to be. So I asked to make my dreams, desires, and my ways to be that of God's. May I ant his will be done, not mine. WHich means letting go and just following for a while. I have no idea where to go from here, no goals or dreams to mold life...but to just be and follow until that direction is found. I feel better, I feel different. posted by Tom at 10:43 AM 1 Comments:  Bobby said... Cool. Sometimes a night of prayer is the best thing. That's something I need to do more of. I can read and study until the cow's come home, but I don't pray enough. Thursday, April 21, 2005 11:29:00 AM   Post a Comment << Home

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