Now that I come to think on this so much, after Lorie's reply a few weeks back, the sermon yesterday, and my devotionals...really the answer may not be here in this world. I really should focus on GOd, on knowing him through Christ and become more christlike and not selfish.

This is the hard part, and I relaly do struggle with keeping that. I end up just going back to me. Also why should I get upset that I made istakes in the past. I am not now....well mostly. There are a few current sins I take part in over and over. And I am starting to see how weak I am. Very weak. God reveals himself to us, and when we stop being ourselves and become like god in the way that we were created in him image we can only then be like God and when revealed who he is to revela who we are. He who looses himself will find God.

Focus on God and not of this world...I think this will be my prayer for a day or two. Do everything we do in the glory and honor of God.

And at the same time struggle with my other sins, anger, envy, searing/cussing, etc Kinda ironic and sad isn't it? But I take comfort in the road I am traveling.