It's amazing how much a sermon, cleaning, candles, and a clean room can help focus. Well from last ngiht I started just letting my thoguhts come. After this blog I wrote another 3 pages that I may post later. I am up to 7 pages so far.

I started looking around to otehr resources and it came to me that there are too many howtos and step programs or pacakged programs. I am not saying they are bad in any way, they should only be used as a gateway or a door into a bigger world. Not for everyday encouragement. If anything they should point you in only one direction.

Where I am I see that it isnt getting to an understanding it is getting back to God and daily. That is the battle and struggle I face where I do it or I don't. It seems that the books I read the parts that get me are usually the scriptures it references.

Not sre where I am getting at right now, just citing observations.