Such a long week... Monday, July 03, 2006 Last week was a draining week. It was full of many emotions. With death, birth, farewells, serving, cleaning, moving, roommate issues and even work. A few spiritual days as well. My faith right now is on a rollercoaster. I can be reading and being in a spiritual state and then go off sinning in a mtter of minutes, sometimes in the middle of reading or pondering. I have not prayed or really been reading much lately. How I can go to walking towards godliness and jump off back into my own ways. Much is on my mind. So very much. And it is almost discouraging. I have been listening to some of Mark Driscoll's stuff and one of the other pastors from Mars Hill...it is just too convicting that I have very little emptional reaction to it. Its just powerful. I am trying to get in touch with a few others to reach out and speak to them about my current state of faith. It is not good. I have a dream, a vision not of mine own but that of what God wants me to be...at least that is what I believe. Yet there are too many idols in my life that keep me from it all...many indeed. Right now I am just talking of whatever comes into mind. I think I might change the header graphic.....still keep it a journey seeking...but it is a path of intimacy and repentance. I dunno, just alot running through my mind right now. posted by Tom at 10:27 PM 0 Comments: Post a Comment << Home

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