Ok so now I sit here and ponder where things are going in life. I know where I have been during these last few days a paralell road to my journey. Now the thing about it is, its slippery I guess as taking that raod no matter how much merit is there, it looks good, sounds good, and everything I have seen is good. Even looking at the scientific and physchological aspects of such path everythign seems legit.

Yet there is one factor that is left out, it is without God. So that path, no matter how legit it seems, does not seem the best path to go. But the battle is there to walk that path. It is also one of thsoe that in order to walk it would mean tio walk away from where I am now.

Then again I could take that path and keep God in the radar, yet even as such, I still do not find myself going back to God everyday, I mean really going to him in prayer or meditation anything to build that realtionship.

More to come....maybe

I just needed to get these thoughts down