Just some general ramblings really. Work has been wild this week. They moved us to another part of the building. I don't like the spot to much but its growing on me. It has helped with my production it seems. That and listening to music!

Watched the movie Serenity and like Firely, there is much that can be pondered upon in the realm of God.

I have not really been much in reading or prayer, meditation, pretty much any of the connecting stuff lately. And I can see how it is effecting me. I found that one of my good friends is pregnant after she just broke up with her boyfriend. There really isn't much I can do than what I already have been. I know I can't be the one with the answers but only try to guide her back to God.

I know there are still many goals that I myself want to accomplsih but I feel there is no reason to get started. I know my finances and weight are two major concerns yet I can't seem to start with the better habits.

Some good is that I did make major headway for the next directory for church. That is good. Now I just need to bring it all together. Its bigger than last time.

Tonight I get to go to a dinner for the volunteers at Jeff Street. It's just a time to get everyone together away from the center and chill and be thankful for all those who really bring it all together. I think it's going to be fun. If anything it's anight away form the house with some good old folks.

This weekend I sorta dread. Both roomates are gone so the place is all mine. With the way things have been I am afraid that bad thoughts or patterns will enter my mind this weekend and take me away from godly things let alone focus. I tend to get in trouble when I am alone like that. At least when I don't want to be alone and happen to be aloen I get into troulbe like going on spending sprees or eating binge ( I guess you could say). I could watch some more movies, least that way I might be able to keep my mind off things.

I could try reading but my focus hasnt been there or is hard to once I start.

Who knows I might get a good meditation night in there. Turn off the lgiths, light up some inscnse and candles trn on some soothing tunes.....yeah maybe. The bible too.

This ends the random thoughts.