Randomness too great

Thursday, February 23, 2006
Yeah I was real frustrated there for a few days. it was hard to see past anything at all. Still can't see too far ahead nor past myself right now. Buter better than what it was.

I am running my spiritual batteries low. I just can't seem to take myself before God. I just can't. And I dunno why. My dreams are weird again. I ponder if that is God's way of telling me something. As I sit here too many thoghts are coming to me right now. But having some good alone time is great. No roomates are here so I can chill out and focus in on some God time.

But Still no focus. I am wandering what is my use for God? Or am I just kinda here floating along? Why.................ok I can't type now too much is hittng me at once so I better think this one through first.

1 Comments:

Blogger Bobby said...

Even many of the great heroes of the Bible had those thoughts, those moments of self-doubt. And I'm sure we all have them today -- I know I do.

Thanks for sharing.

Friday, February 24, 2006 10:18:00 AM  

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    Thy way, not mine, O lord


    Thy way, not mine, O Lord,
    However dark it be;
    Lead me by Thine own hand,
    Choose out the path for me.

    Smooth let it be or rough,
    It will be still the best;
    Winding or straight, it leads
    Right onward to Thy rest.

    I dare not choose my lot;
    I would not, if I might;
    Choose Thou for me, my God,
    So I shall walk aright.

    Take Thou my cup, and it
    With joy or sorrow fill,
    As best to Thee may seem;
    Choose Thou my good and ill.

    Choose Thou for me my friends,
    My sickness or my health;
    Choose Thou my cares for me
    My poverty or wealth.

    The kingdom that I seek
    Is Thine: so let the way
    That leads to it be Thine,
    Else I must surely stray.

    Not mine, not mine the choice
    In things or great or small;
    Be Thou my Guide, my Strength
    My Wisdom, and my All.

    ~Horatius Bonar