Today has been good. I accomplished a good bit and yet so much more in store tomorrow. But now I sit here at work with some good mixed jazz and coffeehouse type tunes and then later I will change up to some christian tunes.

Tomorrow I think I will need to get some focus in on my God time and think out a few things. I know I have slacked off in prayer and devotions and I am feeling the pull of missing on it. I have listened to some podcasts and sermons that have got me thinking again.

Pretty much in tune is where I am heading and how I can serve , pretty much what is my role in things. It is not anything terrible but it is enough to get one motivated to get thigns done. In fact I think tonight I will force myself to get out of here faster than normal. I am trying for 3am again. It would be supa fly cool. I have pretty much two hours to get the headway going now in order to see how things are.

But back to my role and relationship with God. I know much of it will come in time. But a part of me just wants a good reality check, time to take inventory and get a good grasp where I am at. A checkpoint.

I feel good as tonight I had fun. I got to observe a music writing workshop and I had a good time and a few thoughts. Some deep thoughts even came of it. It was a super bonus. And I got a good nap in today too.

I still am thinking about the counseling to make sense of a few things, but then I want to learn to listen. As one of the counselors we are bringing on to staff at church is good with. I know that all the stuff I learn about myself and Christ is forgotten often...as it is not practiced into an everyday discipline. This could be a weakpoint of christians today, at least for me.

Anyways back to work, hopefully I can get some good thoguths in while working too.