Ahhh notHing saved and I had to reboot therefore I lost the entire post...so this is from memory. Right when I had much reflected upon.

Don't ya love it after you type a whole line just to see that it was all in CAPS...grrrr.

Anyways I do beleive I have a place, I just forget it alot. I froget about God and see where I am and often times I end up in more trouble than I did to ask what is my purpose in life. I can see the good being changed in me, the opne that others let me see so many times tonight. And when I thought I was alone or felt alone, I found there were others that are going through the same.

So what does this mean? That for three days I hope to do some serious praying. Sunday after sermon, I will light up some candles, clean my room, print some emails and shut myself off from the world. I may even unplug my alarm clock.

I need to take all that was shared with me this week and focus. Pray, ponder, meditate, and pray on these things.