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![]() Thursday, September 29, 2005
Still no word from the other job. But at least not knowing does mean I am still in the running. If it were no then I am sure I would have already heard word by now. Tonight at group was cool. Was a great time to hang out. Chilled out with Brandon from HOPE and a few of the ol gang. Yet I was still ofesett by knowing I was about to go into work in a little bit. Now I am here trying to get ready for what seems to be a busy night.
Now for the GOD factor...I so want to work for GOd and not man. Yet I forget and work for the other all the time. It is hard for me to be a steward and purveyopr of his word here at work. I just do not defend it even when what has been said here has enraged me. I do not defend God. A part of this is me not knowing alot or able to get anyone to understand etc so things are well...I sorta shrug them off and avoid suffering....well I suffer internally instead. I am still having difficulty letting go and waiting for God's will. Knowing that for now he has me in a situation whereas I do suffer spiritualy and physically and yet all I want to know is when will I be delivered from this? I keep on keeping on the best I can day by day, but it is tough and I do not see a way to fight through this other that getting out. Yet I know God is with me. And I do not want to loose that. |
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“Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the LORD is to be praised.” (Proverbs 31:30) ![]() Powered by BibleGateway.com script provided by biblegateway.com
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links.tom links.other sojourn.blogs blogs.other blogroll.christian Thy way, not mine, O lord Thy way, not mine, O Lord, However dark it be; Lead me by Thine own hand, Choose out the path for me.
Smooth let it be or rough,
I dare not choose my lot;
Take Thou my cup, and it
Choose Thou for me my friends,
The kingdom that I seek
Not mine, not mine the choice ~Horatius Bonar |
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