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 Wednesday, September 14, 2005
Yeah I suck, I am a failure I walk away instead of towards Christ. I feel as if at times Satan has helped build a vortex in my apartment in which sucks me into a world of my own. Into a world where I love myself too much where I car about me more than anyone else.
Yet I still want to run back to God. Just not enough. There are black holes that I get lost in. And then I suck. Sitting here now typing this I feel that black hole, emtpy, godless hole... ...SO I will walk away from this now and try again tomorrow, hopefully the hole will close by then and I can be good again. God does not deserve this, me treating him like this. I suck at my faith at times, what more can I say. I wished it would all go away, I want to "become" rather than "be"
posted by Tom at 12:05 AM
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“In your relationships with one another, have the same mindset as Christ Jesus: Who, being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be used to his own advantage; rather, he made himself nothing by taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness. And being found in appearance as a man, he humbled himself by becoming obedient to death— even death on a cross!” (Philippians 2:5-8)  (Read by Max McLean. Provided by The Listener's Audio Bible.)Powered by BibleGateway.com script provided by biblegateway.com
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links.tom links.other sojourn.blogs blogs.other blogroll.christian Thy way, not mine, O lord Thy way, not mine, O Lord, However dark it be; Lead me by Thine own hand, Choose out the path for me.
Smooth let it be or rough,
I dare not choose my lot;
Take Thou my cup, and it
Choose Thou for me my friends,
The kingdom that I seek
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2 Comments:
Hey Tom,
You have been blog-tagged. Now you must create a post in which you will not talk about how you suck, but rather you will discuss five things you miss. This can be from childhood, high school, yesterday... whatever. After doing so, you must blog-tag four people who have not yet been tagged!
So long!
Jason
Wow a man is goin through some stuff and all you can say is tag? Well We know that you do not read my blog as this was already answered in a previous entry!! hahah go find it....caution you must READ to find it!!
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