Today, well it ws a great day. Until I get into work and it seems things took over me again. My day started at 8am and was busy nearly all day. The Dr thinks it could have been heartburn but still wants me to get an EKG and sleep disorder looked into. I may have sleep apnea which would explain the high blood pressure and being tired all day long. And from what I hear I will need to stop working at night so I will need a new job. Yeah I have a medical condition that can tell me no more putting my body through hell staying away alot more when my body says no.

I am still worried over the trip coming up, I don't know how I can afford it as with gas prices and a long 10 hour trip solo, well it's gonna suck.

So tonight I am listening to some sermons, and it feels good.