Well I have a new book. I got Every Man's Battle. And its already not what I though of it. It's got some great life examples. It's shownig things frpm a different angle that I never though about.

I decided for the heck of it to ask about the intern position at relevant.com. It doesn't pay anytying except food, gas and stuff but its going around to christian concerts all summer. But I am not in any music program in school, but for the heck of it I will inquire furhter. It sounds fun to say the last. Paying for rent for the summer would be a huge factor. But for a day or two I shall dream.

Also yesterday I had a feeling or new idea. I may not get to go into photography like I want but after doing the film, I am thinking about making some small indi flicks w/messages. Or an anti-drug campaign, and alcaholism too. I have known too many good folks dead now due to drinking and many comedians dead from drugs. That way it can be a ministry or a job whatever that has a meaning, than can get results.

It's an idea. I just want to have meaning at work or feel I am working for God. But one day at a time.