I feel much better tonight than when I started the day today. After work I had a meeting to discuss a few things. And I was, thankfully, wrong about a few feeling I had about last Sunday. That and I got a much better understanding of how my website effects a few people. That and apparently I am very well known by name around church just from the message boards. So this is a good thing, well I like knowing that anyways.

So today was a great follow up and then community group was real nice too. A different person lead the discussion tonight and once again there was some very insightful input from many of us. So now I am feeling much better from the group, the meeting, and running home to take a violent, well potty break. Coffee makes me, well go more often.

So tonights we ended the group with I guess it was a challenge for each of us for prayer. We each had to, well came up with something. Like mine was to not pray for myself, as much as humanly possible, for a week. So that I can think of others and focus away from my troubles. And next week we all will tell how it went and how far we each made it.

So it ended with a nice healthy challenge for each of us. So I do feel much better now except for my car. From the noises it is making I hear that the c-v joint may go out at anytime now...this is not good. Especially that I do not have the money to get it fixed. about 300-400 dollars last I checked.