Where is Joseph when ya need him?

Thursday, March 24, 2005
Well last night may have been another first in dreaming. Either it was a very long dream or I had three seperate dreams where the smae thing occured. And each time I knew I was there before. It was very dark and creepy. The last dream was normal as after the event my dream went back to the regularly scheduled randomness. Alas now I have forgotten most of it but here is what I recall of it.

There were several sopts on the world where you could go to the hidden room and go through a ritual and be forgiven for your sins or what have you. In the room you had to walk down some stairsa and then jump onto a ledge as there was a great hole, well an opening. And then there was something oven like and that is what you eiahter made sacrifices to or something. I remeber it was hot, very hot and the center of it seeemd to go all the way down to hell. But the openings you had to jump over was very dark and seeemed very deep, as if light would not reach it.

I did not go to this place alone, there were at least one or two others ther each time I went. The third time all I recall was screaming, lots of screaming. And that time I was scared of the ledge as I wasnt the previous times, or as scared anyways.

Now the urn looking furnace (oven) was weird, it seemed bronzed and old very antiquated. But what was it? Was it a ritualistic place to go do whatever to be forgiven? I can't recall the effect it was supposed to have on me but it did. And my knowledge of it grew each time I went.

It did not seem holy but evil and very occultish. It did not seem right. So why was I there three times? and why on the third time was I taking somene there instead ofthe prior two times someone took me. Each time the room was exactly the same.

Now I do not ever have dreams like this. I have had Lucid dreams yes, I have had very long dreams yes...but to feel I had three seperate dreams wit this? I know I wake up in the middle of the nights for bathroom break so I do get interupted in dreaming. Or even if this is one long dream (seems most logical) why did I have the same even threee times? I really hope to recall more of this. I wold love to analyze it and see what its saying. Or what it means. Might be nice to go back in time and ask ol Joseph what it means.

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    Thy way, not mine, O Lord,
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