Well it seems that the answers are there waiting or certain things come to attetion during the most convenient of times. Such as last night I was typing up my story, of where I am and everything with Christ but I could not explain where I am now. Its "going back to what works" and Revelations 3:3 said it all. ANd then last ngihts sinfest, when I went to go do my devotional read the devotional page and Romans 6:14-18 which pretty much entails we are slaves to our sins but have been given power to walk away from them. Well some sins are habits and are formed into everday life and cat shake them off. Sins are habitual this is for sure. After we look at them as something we just do....its too late. But easier said than done. Its just the timing factor in all of it all that gets me, I do this and then I read that to counter or match.