I am starting to believe that work can take away your soul. But that is another topic for another time. Once again work got in the way of a good day or series of events. Or maybe its me working the late shift. But tonight is ok as I have equipped myself and ipod with Greatful Dead, Pink Floyd, and several celtic cd's loaded on the ipod. So the music is helping for once. WIshed I had a beer, single, to go with it. Might break the tension and allow work.

But today I got to voice several questions and concerns about my views and concerns about the membership at church...partnership rather. I did get some light shed on the matter that's for sure.

Tomorrow is a day off all day no events scheduled, thankfully. So I can reflect some more what is happening. Thursday at group was good...just to be back. I really belive that last weekend was a turning point for me. I hope to be able to harness that and start making the steps I need to be taking.

It does feel good to know I would rather be talking or meditating, devotional time to God than be at work...then again I just don't want to be here late. Working on Genesis, Psalms 50-51, and Ephisians. For now.