...I see two people once is myself as I am. Many layers, very difficult to determine what or who I am. Too many aspects and reasons for them all. Just too much to see from the outside, only after seeking inward a very long journey would I then be able to understand why I am who I am. Very twisted and complex man.

I see in the other reflection a happy man, much more simple, a follower, happy, content, and peaceful. There is a smile on his heart as well as face. But the views of him are very clouded. I cannot make out who or what he is.

I see that in both reflections that of who I am and that of who I want to become, who I am being called to be...and netierh even clear nor cloudy can I truly see and understand.

Two lives, two paths, I much choose one of them with blind faith. I know the one I want but and chained to the other. more to come...