Well after some good feedback I got today I at least have a direction to look forward to. Just got to see how it will happen. I hope to clear from my last post even though I felt dranined I still want to go every week weather I feel up to it or not. Its just more of a challenge here lately than I would like for it to be.

Well since I wasnt in the spirit that I felt I whould have been and God sensed that, he made sure of that. SO during communion right after I dipped the bread I dropped it. SO I wasnt able to partake in communion. So maybe then it is God's way of telling me to work on this before next week and see what a difference it will make. That and gave me an direction to go in so that I may look to resolve it. And relaly feel a part of something and celebrate with others than be in a daze.

So no communion yesterday, a new answer today, and so hopefully it will lead me where I need or ought to be. One step at a time. Journey on.

sojourn.