I thoguht I would write alot of my holiday vacation, but I cannot. So many thigns have happenened and thoughts are just as much. Too many thoughts. Basically I am hours away from celebrating a family christmas for the first time in nearly 15 years. With all the family, well the immediate family. There are new additions of my step-mother and sister-in-law and my neice.

It will be different but hopefully the start of a new era.

My heart has had some downtime in thinking. I have written alot the old way and sorted out some thoughts. I do need to seek some counsel on these thoughts though. I will seek a few that are close to me first, then I may get more of an elderly opinion on them.

When I left a friend of mine said things have got to change. Even though he was speaking of one area of my life, I feel it is more grand than that. And it is not a big change. It is only letting the change occur and stop acting a dam to it. Dam as in what you find in a river. Not the cuss word.

2006 was the year of relationships and intimacy for me. What will 2007 bring as 2006 ends its run? What is the new direction?