I hate being sick Saturday, December 02, 2006 I have been sick this week. It keeps getting better and then worse. Then again so has everything else for me lately. Especially my faith and my walk. I worked through a very hard chapter and saw how many idols and god replacements I have in my life. They all hit hard and all at once. They overwhelmed me. And for this week I have been giving up that life in which I was seeking, to return to many old ways and wallow in it. It's just too much for me I feel. That and being sick sucks. How can I go onward if these idols and replacements are in my life? Doesn't that make me a double agent? Playing both sides? But the dreams I have had lately tells me otherwise. It seems that I still desire that life with a godly path. The next part of the book deals with the cross. This is where things start to turn around I guess. This is the hard part of it all. How? posted by Tom at 11:43 AM 1 Comments:  Bobby said... I've seen better days, too. Sorry you've been sick -- I'll be praying for you. My allergies keep acting up. Tuesday, December 05, 2006 3:49:00 PM   Post a Comment << Home

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