Yesterday was just a very trying day. Things kept coming up changing the course of the day. I will be takign a class for work in programming. This could be a good thing. I can add something to my resume or help find another job with it. But the sad thing is the class is the same time as the "How People Change" class I just started.

But I will still work the workbook becasue it was such an eye opener. And then pick up back in January with the second half of the class. It was convicting without being condeming. It feels different than most convistions as of late. It makes me want to work on it not run from it.

One question the other night was what if God were to come to each of us and show us our sins? Its like the mirror in the Never Ending Story...the mirror that whows you for who you are. Wehre teh bravest of men are the most cowardly of mice. If god were to give me that same mirror or show my sins I would run away before I ever saw the mirror.

Just seeing god at work in not only my life but in several around me it just such an encouragement. And then those around me some of the sins get to me. There are two good incedents I would liekt o use but they would not be appropriate at this time. Well actually not at all in the blog world.

But in seeing thier sins, it is effecting me. In the means of growing concern and pondering those sins in the eyes of God. But I saw how my sins could be, in the eyes of another.

Many things in life seem to still be on hold right now. BUT I am ok with that for now. It seems that there is a different purpose for me lately. We shall see.

But how people change...that is not a question or a title...its a bold statement.

Oh how people change (by god, for god, from god).