Want to be a friend of mine? This is not a depression queestion, but a self reflection.

I am a self-righteous prick I guess one could say. Self-centered um ________ fill in the blank.

By God's grace that's how. I know I do not deserve the love I have gotten from brothers and sisters in Christ as I care about myself more than they most times. Ok almost all times.

But by grace, in which I do not deserve, They are in my life. As this settles in my very center of self is being torn apart. For so long this has been hiding in the corner in the dark. Pride. It's back.

And it does not want to go without a fight. Even in my best of intentions. Often I see the same intentions are withouth God. Therefore self. Hence self-centered and nto christ-centerd.

What I do to the least of Men I do to the most of God.

Father forgive me for once again I have failed to love.


(to be continued)