In both group and accountability yesterday I voiced my concern over the job situation. I feel as if I have been left in the desert and told just go but the end is no where and I have no idea if I am on the right path or not.

If there is a reason I am to be there I pray that I know of it and if not I pray for the light at the end of the tunnel letting me know its gonna be soon be over. And If I am meant to be there then I pray that I can get better and focus better while there and carry out the mission for me to be there.

Yet its hard as now I physically suffer there as I never get my body on a normal pattern...which I miss. It sucks getting it on a parttern for a few days to have it sucked away from me.

Other issues have been answered. I think I will actually try to camp out in the book of Romans for a while. And I mean camp out. Not just read it and be done. It seems to fit in where I am and there were a part or two I wanted to revisit anyways.

Just too many thoguths right now on God vs work