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![]() Wednesday, July 06, 2005
I hate being tired. Seems my insomnia has decided to pay me a visit again. More frequently thant I would like for it to. Then again one visit is more than enough. So needless to say it is hard to get sellpe and wake up when I would like to. I am tired enough but too mnay thoughts running through my head.
At least this time I stayed into prayer. It didn't help speed along the slumber but it did help me work through it all and felt better focusing in on something different. I have changed my prayers slightly to help me in my relationships , well the ones for accountability and church. TO better understand, no more so to better become who I need to be, to better understand what I can do to help the other persons and gain from them. How can I provide better for them and for myself. SO really praying for the accountability and faith relationships to grow inside and out. Also praying that things actually stick that I not forget them after reading them as one would look in a mirror and forget what they look like when they walk away. ANd searching, even better discovering who all are either lost or at least somewhere near the same path as I am. Help draw strength from one another. But I fear that I as always can't convince anyone. My faith is my own, I can share others but none seem to be able to share mine. It has been this way for a long time. But noneth less I want to keep on going into whatever direction and to whoever God leads me to. I just wished I had skills of convincing....where peoplle see past just "good ol' Tom" and nothing more. THere seems to be some events unfolding that can either bring forth a second and mayhaps third income. But one of those can turn into a minstry. And that I am excited about. I hope to get started on that here this week so by Sunday I can have something presented or at least ioned out somewhat. Very exciting if it comes about. Yeah I have a few downers (complaints), and I have a few possabilities (very good and exciting ones) but for now this is I strongly feel where God wants me to be. And taking things one day at a time until then is my goal. Molding. |
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“But from everlasting to everlasting the LORD’s love is with those who fear him, and his righteousness with their children’s children— with those who keep his covenant and remember to obey his precepts.” (Psalm 103:17-18) ![]() Powered by BibleGateway.com script provided by biblegateway.com
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links.tom links.other sojourn.blogs blogs.other blogroll.christian Thy way, not mine, O lord Thy way, not mine, O Lord, However dark it be; Lead me by Thine own hand, Choose out the path for me.
Smooth let it be or rough,
I dare not choose my lot;
Take Thou my cup, and it
Choose Thou for me my friends,
The kingdom that I seek
Not mine, not mine the choice ~Horatius Bonar |
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