A many a yawn...

Wednesday, July 06, 2005
I hate being tired. Seems my insomnia has decided to pay me a visit again. More frequently thant I would like for it to. Then again one visit is more than enough. So needless to say it is hard to get sellpe and wake up when I would like to. I am tired enough but too mnay thoughts running through my head.

At least this time I stayed into prayer. It didn't help speed along the slumber but it did help me work through it all and felt better focusing in on something different. I have changed my prayers slightly to help me in my relationships , well the ones for accountability and church. TO better understand, no more so to better become who I need to be, to better understand what I can do to help the other persons and gain from them. How can I provide better for them and for myself. SO really praying for the accountability and faith relationships to grow inside and out.

Also praying that things actually stick that I not forget them after reading them as one would look in a mirror and forget what they look like when they walk away. ANd searching, even better discovering who all are either lost or at least somewhere near the same path as I am. Help draw strength from one another. But I fear that I as always can't convince anyone. My faith is my own, I can share others but none seem to be able to share mine. It has been this way for a long time. But noneth less I want to keep on going into whatever direction and to whoever God leads me to. I just wished I had skills of convincing....where peoplle see past just "good ol' Tom" and nothing more.

THere seems to be some events unfolding that can either bring forth a second and mayhaps third income. But one of those can turn into a minstry. And that I am excited about. I hope to get started on that here this week so by Sunday I can have something presented or at least ioned out somewhat. Very exciting if it comes about.

Yeah I have a few downers (complaints), and I have a few possabilities (very good and exciting ones) but for now this is I strongly feel where God wants me to be. And taking things one day at a time until then is my goal.

Molding.

0 Comments:

Post a Comment

<< Home

daily.verse
“But from everlasting to everlasting the LORD’s love is with those who fear him, and his righteousness with their children’s children— with those who keep his covenant and remember to obey his precepts.” (Psalm 103:17-18)  listen to chapter  (Read by Max McLean. Provided by The Listener's Audio Bible.)

Powered by BibleGateway.com

script provided by biblegateway.com

Join me at: SparkPeople.com

Get a Free Online Diet

Special.Collections


  • A Journey Becoming
  • On the Job: Evil Tom Saga

    journey.tom


  • My Diet blog - hosted by SparkPeople.com
  • blogger.profile
  • my.story
  • AIM: JustCoolTom

    who.said.what


  • Commenter // Comment

    previous.journies


  • A psalm a day...
  • Late night ponderings
  • No power
  • A day for others
  • No good-bye, but good journey
  • Dreaming in anime
  • there is no post
  • I think I am better than you...
  • Closing one door top open another...?
  • I do not want to give a title
  • journies.archive


  • March 2005
  • April 2005
  • May 2005
  • June 2005
  • July 2005
  • August 2005
  • September 2005
  • October 2005
  • November 2005
  • December 2005
  • January 2006
  • February 2006
  • March 2006
  • April 2006
  • May 2006
  • June 2006
  • July 2006
  • August 2006
  • September 2006
  • October 2006
  • November 2006
  • December 2006
  • January 2007
  • February 2007
  • March 2007
  • April 2007
  • May 2007
  • links.tom


  • My Writings
  • My photography blog
  • Mr. Branch Photography
  • sojourn.community

    links.other


  • The Council on Biblical Manhood and Womanhood
  • Relevant Magazine
  • Bible Gateway
  • Bible.com
  • XXX Church
  • Dave Ramsey
  • For Faith and Family
  • Pure Life Ministries

    sojourn.blogs


  • Bobby
  • Paul
  • Jason
  • Lorie
  • Nikki
  • Nick
  • Lindsay
  • Jesse
  • Jessica

    blogs.other


  • Heather Gemmen
  • Joshua Harris
  • Misha
  • Rabby

    blogroll.christian


    Thy way, not mine, O lord


    Thy way, not mine, O Lord,
    However dark it be;
    Lead me by Thine own hand,
    Choose out the path for me.

    Smooth let it be or rough,
    It will be still the best;
    Winding or straight, it leads
    Right onward to Thy rest.

    I dare not choose my lot;
    I would not, if I might;
    Choose Thou for me, my God,
    So I shall walk aright.

    Take Thou my cup, and it
    With joy or sorrow fill,
    As best to Thee may seem;
    Choose Thou my good and ill.

    Choose Thou for me my friends,
    My sickness or my health;
    Choose Thou my cares for me
    My poverty or wealth.

    The kingdom that I seek
    Is Thine: so let the way
    That leads to it be Thine,
    Else I must surely stray.

    Not mine, not mine the choice
    In things or great or small;
    Be Thou my Guide, my Strength
    My Wisdom, and my All.

    ~Horatius Bonar