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![]() Tuesday, June 28, 2005
I hate saying good bye to friends and those I care about. Who knows what tomorrow will bring, but tonight may be the last time I get to see Aaron, at least for a while. I am saddened yes, but still happy for him. This is where his heart is. And starting a family is important to him. I hate to see him go but it is his time. I don't think it will be the last I see of him. But I feel this is where God wants him. If anythnig (as life as a sitcom) he gets to have a season or two up north for a bit.
Now yes I have one less dear friend in this town. He is the one that got me back into church. So I can now be there for him in prayer and spirit. His time has come to move on. This week is far from over and I am worn out already. Mostly mentaly. Physically I will be fine. But worn out from saying good by to a friend, deep thoughts and ponderings with my time with Christ (or lack thereof), finances, and just everything...I am worn out. Tomorrow is work and a concert, the thursday is work and community group, friday is well a payday that will go by very fast. A very tight week is coming up. But looking at it when I kept the budget simple it seems to work out better, when I get gun-ho about it, I get broke in a bad way and so short leaving no room for life Iget furhter in the hole....I am starting to like the simple plans better. Today, this morning, or last night I think It was I went over some more parts of psalms 119. It did me some good. But I feel I need to meditate upon them further. is now a time for doing or is now a time for listening? Dont be sad, do not cry, for knowing things are in god's hands should let us smile and comfort our hearts. |
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“But from everlasting to everlasting the LORD’s love is with those who fear him, and his righteousness with their children’s children— with those who keep his covenant and remember to obey his precepts.” (Psalm 103:17-18) ![]() Powered by BibleGateway.com script provided by biblegateway.com
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links.tom links.other sojourn.blogs blogs.other blogroll.christian Thy way, not mine, O lord Thy way, not mine, O Lord, However dark it be; Lead me by Thine own hand, Choose out the path for me.
Smooth let it be or rough,
I dare not choose my lot;
Take Thou my cup, and it
Choose Thou for me my friends,
The kingdom that I seek
Not mine, not mine the choice ~Horatius Bonar |
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