Wow what a long day. Started at work when I relized oh yeah i was supposed to hepl some folks from Sojourn move tonight. So there went my lazy night. But it was all great. Its fun helping others move when several people show up.

Now shortly after lunch I got tired. Not "I ate too much" tired but a "It's late night tired" where I tried not to doze off all day. So I cut the day short as my productivity, well the stock market crash was rated higher.

Now since I am universal....I fit in to may crowds but not into any one crowd...I was able to observe a few things. Girls are silly hahha. At one point of the night I walked in to see if I could help and they said they were talking about wedding stuff....So I made an apporpriate face and darted out of there. Which produced many a laugh but still I was moving fast.

It was funny watching the gurls interact....they are definatly a different species. Weird huh?

Now then comes the possible depressing part....it seems everyone is getting hooked up with someone recently, or married even. Wow and I sit here at the end of the line....but I cant find the end of the line. I really am happy for them all. It was funny watching what they do in the early stages and see how giddy they all are. Girls and boys....err guys. Im not going to dwell on it cuz I am sure at some point I could get all depressed about it. Kinda like in high school being picked last for the teams. If picked at all. Often times I was the one forced to a team since no one else wanted me.

Anyways. Prayer and devotionals have been better. Seem to be more focused if anything. But at one point I thoguth just knowng all this is in God's hands....well thats all I needed to think as I moved onto the next thought and felt better somewhat. I wished I could apply that a wee bit more often in my current life and the many other situations.

I hop I get some good rest tonight. As I cant find the underlying reason I cant sleep. Im not depressed, things are ok in life this last few days and yet I stay up with thoughts racing so much. So needless to say I am worn out and for some reason something is int the corner or one of my eyes and I cant get it out as its itchy and watery and I cant find any reaso for it to be doing that.

But also getting ideas gathered up for a possible business venture. That and looking forward to a few meetings to get things taken care of and into the next level. WHo knows. It's a long journey, one day at a time.