Today was a nice day. Except for my car freaked me out. My brakes are making noises they should not be. I called the dealer and I hope they will fix this at no charge. Otherwise I may be in a jam. Since I just got the car, havnt had it three weeks, and not even made my first payment yet....I hope they can do something about it. And there is already the matter with the trunk and starter is goofing off. Not a great time.

Why is it that when I really try to start a budget and clear up some finances, things like this happen? I guess more Dave Ramsey show for me. But I know I need to get with a second job somewhere for a few months. It's just where. To be honest I am still burned out from last time. Filled out a bunch of apps and got nothing out of any of them. Spent so much time and got no where. But I need to overcome this and do it again.

Today I talked with Daniel about the partnership. It went very well. One point that did come up about the tithing....I really feel guilty when this comes up. I am stretched tight as it is and it's hard to get there. Now will the grace of God get me through to the point where I am making money to tithe and give away to support? Maybe it's still me trying to be the hero.

I see that God has been working and maybe some great things are on the horizon...maybe not, then again living a life more so through Christ is a great thing. But the one part that gets me is when Daniel asked a question at the very end. Now this is so wild I smile and laugh at it. I can't belive that I was asked as it is something I have been praying about and instead of me finding the answer, it came to me. Right on the front porch while I was there. God's timing....Its well no words can tell of how great it is.

The path is getting bumpy, or challenging. But thats the glory and the fun of it. Things are about to get ...well something. Something good. WHen I reflect upon this, I smile.

Comfort.