And the pawns are in place Sunday, May 22, 2005 Really yesterday was great. The hours of talking and sorting through things helped out a great deal. SO I have made the first steps in contacting my mother and my old friend. Two of the people I need to make peace with and have some heartfelt discussions with each of them. I do not feel as scared as I did. So by God's grace I just kinda did it. I did not go into detail just made two calls out for each of them to establish contact. So the pawns have been set, and it's up to God now for the next step. I guess just knowing that God planned this when I needed it just helps me so much more inwanting to face it and move onward to the next step. Even if the outcome is not very good and worse case scnario where I make contact and bad comes of it, may I realize that I need to depend on God to make it through. every day, every step. Depend on him more than I am or have been. It's an amazing feeling but knowing that I have got to buckle down and cofront whatever comes of this now. posted by Tom at 2:39 PM 3 Comments:  Bobby said... Making those calls was a big step. I admire that. Monday, May 23, 2005 8:14:00 AM    Tom said... Yes it was hard to do. Easier after I did it than I thought. Only becasue it was God that got me through that. Otherwise my words would have made them both worse. I can't recall the scripture or where I heard it but when the time is right God gives you the resources and even the right words to say. And this proved it to me. Monday, May 23, 2005 10:20:00 AM    Anonymous said... Tom, I admire you, too! That's so cool. Amazing. Haven't seen you in awhile. Hope you continue to find strength and courage when you most need it! e. Monday, May 23, 2005 3:20:00 PM   Post a Comment << Home

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