I am still pondering the sermon from Sunday. It was very deep. In fact the frist sermon I almost cried. It was very moving and yet it was so simple and delivered in well it was different. It was not something exciting or something that was yelled, it was something said plainly in love, and that stood out.

It really did help me see where my relatioship with God is effected with all I do. And how things get in the way of that. Seeking greater intimacy is my goal, with him and then others.

Things still seem to be going well from expressing what I am thinking and feeling. No matter how ugly it is. Too many times in the christian walk we seem to wan things pretty and fake rather than ugly and real. As those seem to be te times we forget about God or seperate ourselves.

Today starts a new week at work. Let's see what can come of it. Mainting my focus is the main thing. It has not been where it should be or where it could be. I know there are a few things that I still should look into and or do, yet I just cannot so I am flying by faith but not faith in the right places.

Today is a new day and a new week. Work may not be the best but it could be worse, and there are several thigns working its course for new events in life. I just need to not depend on them to come through or not and live one day at a a time. Which really seems to be the only way if a christian.