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![]() Saturday, March 25, 2006
I saddens me how I can have a few good or ok days and then I get to work and I get drained all over again and loose track and not pray. Anyways that is besides the point. THen again, no it's not as it does bother me.
Today I slept the afternoon away. But I did watch some of Walk the Line...and it's very good. I can't wait to go back and check out the rest of it. But last ngiht I got on the treadmill for the second time in one week. So that is a blessing itself. But now that I am at work, I may go again here tonight. If all goes well I might be done early from here. I hope to go home and do some reading. Now the fun part is the stuff I have wanted to ponder upon. I just have not had the time and when I take the time I end up falling asleep. That sucks. But some of the ahrshness of my faith is coming out. Who knows where it will go. I am still having to deal with the fact how angry and frustrated I am. I can't pinpoint what...but it's making me short in all areas of life. As much as I know folks will tell me take it to the cross that the war has already been won, I know this will not settle my heart very much if at all. Maybe settle it as big as a grain of sand. I think, no feel I need somehting a lil down to earth here and now before I start looking or understanding the supernatural aspects of help. I gotta live here and take care of here first. But then I think that my own "Theology" is now getting in the way and I may be a a crucial point in my faith. But I don't think anyone is going to understand. I tried a theology class but someone decided to take over the conversation and confuse me even further. So yeah I am still mad at him. If I get the chance would I ever tell him? I dunno. He pretty much ignores me anyways when I am around. I hope the weather warms up here soon, I think I need time outside with my camera. I need some release. |
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“But from everlasting to everlasting the LORD’s love is with those who fear him, and his righteousness with their children’s children— with those who keep his covenant and remember to obey his precepts.” (Psalm 103:17-18) ![]() Powered by BibleGateway.com script provided by biblegateway.com
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Smooth let it be or rough,
I dare not choose my lot;
Take Thou my cup, and it
Choose Thou for me my friends,
The kingdom that I seek
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