Well last ngiht started the return of my foot ailments. This time its both feet. One dr think it's gout. And I think it may be a mild form of it. Anyways I am limping again, very painfully. Once I am up and walking thought I am almost ok, its just feeling pain while I am sitting and once I get up and start walking. So plenty of water to drink and try to cut back on foods high in purines...since I am broke I cant run out and change my cubbard.

Last night was fun though. It was a nice wedding with a fair crowd. It wasnt all filled with friends or family, it was both friends and family. It was a nice mix. So it wasnt too one sided. Dinner, dancing, mushiness....it was all there.

After I dropped off some friends after the wedding I went to work and decided to go back to the gym and walk again, while I walked my foot wasnt hurting much. So after that shortly after midnight I started the actual working. Did the whole thing in record time as I was behind so there was no waiting for the next sections to publish.

Now today with or without the foot ailment I really need to get to Sojourn. To make contact with a few folks and see if I can start a deeper path into bringing much to light, accountability, and just fellowship.

It really seems the lord os weighing certain things on my heart and bringing some into the light. Areas he wants me to work on...areas I know that I need to work on as it is part of things that hold me back. Now I am still moving forward but there are still a few speed bumps that I need to work out.

I watched Luther again yesterday. Everytime I watch it I gian better respect for the word and how people revere it. It was a great tast to get the word into the ears and hearts of the common folk. I do seem to have many doubts and concerns over the church...catholics. One day I would like to sit down and learn about it as far as history, how and exactly how did it form etc.

Seems like some Pharasies turning christian decided to start it to keep on conrtolling, hmmm so the conspiracy theory is that Pharasies created the catholic church to control the christians? Wow I better stop the free flow thoughts there.

ANyways I would like to know about it so that I can understand it now.....as I do not put catholics in the same categor as christians...I alsmot beleive them to be far from christ like. But thats what I see so far, and why I want to know.