Tonight's sermon was wonderful. It was what I needed to hear. It got me thinking that's for sure. Much on my mind now on top of what I already had. I hope to hear it again in a few days. I will try to get a copy in MP3. I have a friend or two I want to share it with.

Wow it was really encouraging. I can't even find the words right now. But seeing the healing power of God really does alot. He is always with us, even when we sin. A common fact that I seem to forget when I am sinning. Convenient huh?

I have done alot more reading. In fact I am thinking about selling alot of my VHS and DVD's that I rarely ever watch. I much rather want a book these days. This week does not look to be as eventful as last but still a busy one.

Tomorrow I look at the new job. I hope that it goes well. I am sure that it will. In fact I will be working with one of the guys in my community group. Talk about perfect timing. I wanted a job with a good atmospehere and I got it. Knowing if I were to have a bad day, there is someone that is cool around there.

A sense of community. It's a good feeling. But there is more to look at. More I need to seek in order to find, at least the direction to go in. And my desires to have someone becomes so overburdened that I tend to leave God out of the equation or lessen him in the formula. In fact tonight I think I will podcast this one. Just to see what is going on. To process through all this.

Tonight may be a night to deal with my mother, whom I really don't want to. But my heart tells me this isn't right. Talked with a friend at churtch with a similar issue and bounced a few thoughts off of him to get a better understanding it seemed to help. It really seemed that tonight's sermons ties in perfectly towards it.

All I can do really is sit in silence and let things come about. Let it flow. New things happening all around. I think I will just listen for a while. Hear what my heart is telling me.