Sometimes when things are bad and later things just go better. This was the case for yesterday. I decided that my room needed a change, well a rearrangement of furniture. That and it gave me a wonderful chance to exhaust some pent up energy. So I delt out with some stress.

So after the furniture arranging I did a nice prayer and went to sleep. And actually slept and woke up early. But now I am up to around 9 hours each night. I want that number down to 7-8.

So yeah this morning I got ahold of some good ears and got some of the costs taken off. I was about to be $-200 by tomorrow, but now it will be significantly less. And this will not effect me at the account with the bank. So I will have a much less amount in the hole. So another prayer answered.

But holding myself last night I was ok. I made it through better than I have before. So hopefully things can get onto track again, something serious I hope. So tomorrow I hope good comes again as I need to go to the bank and fill some paperwork and be close enough to fill out a job application nearby.

But drawing to God....Need more of that. Lots more. Things felt different all the way through this time.