Well this morning is turning out well. I managed to get some sleep. But my thoughts were too widely focused that I wasnt able to concentrate in prayer last night. I am keeping one of my bibles in my car so that if I am at work I can read some scriptures. It is working out ok so far.

But it seems that my desires for a companion, well thoughts for one, are growing...then again they have always just been. I read in another blog where they listed things they looked for in a mate. And then in one of my firends blogs she quoted something else I have beleived in but not been able to put into words. So for now I can only rely on God's wisdom until that day comes I guess.

I am hoping to hear the sermon again for last sunday. The guest speaker really hit on it. Really has a lot to think about.

Thinking back to wordly life I am hoping I hear something about the new job. I hope it isn't too random that I never know when I am going to work or not. The photo lab is happening just like I thought it would....it isn't so that's two jobs on hold? I did see a pizza joint hiring. I might try for them but add in a different night so that I can work nights like tuesdays. Just need money coming in to get caught up on things. I hate living so close to the edge that I have to rely on others far to often than I would like to.

As far as the readings go its easier to just read a chapter or two a day. I havn't really picked up on any convicting verses but just knowing that I am reading something helps. SO I am working through the book of Romans. I also have many thoughts I want to hopefully discuss on here with dating/courtship, sex and lust, stewardship, ministry (using gifts) but I have so many thoguhts running wild it's hard to get them all together.