I messed my back up somehow, It hurts like a pinching, like part of my back wants to collapse on itself. So I will start drinking lots of water in case its a kideny infection.

No work today, I guess contract work comes and goes. So my hopeful first day was no day. But I did make lots of porgress with Jeff Street. So things got some headway and are taking shape real nice.

I also wanted to get out and bounce some ideas of folks but everyone is busy, so another day of typing my thoughts instead of hearing anaother christinas views and listening skills.

There is so much on my mind right now and I am not sure where to start. Just looking at the way things are coming about and relationships with christ and others, well seems to be on my mind alot.

I guess there are not enough clear words. I do pray that I seek further a relationship with God, but it would also be nice to have a godly women in my life. So I guess I am back to listening...but I will need to do some talking very soon though. I guess it's hard to have a few days with lots of action and events to then just stop and wait. A pause....I hate it when that happens just right when things get going.