Ah some time to sit and collect my thoughts. Today was a great day. Still a tad on the not feeling well side, but things went just so well. Things got done and now I am tired. There were some great thoughts in the middle of the day that have helped a lot. I got the listen to the sermon from two weeks ago that really hit home. In fact I listened twice.

But I feel well and peaceful for the moment. I know that the last few days I have been drifting away from the stronghold I felt there last week. Not feeling well does have a draining effect on people. But that is no excuse for not putting forth effort in relationships, especially with God.

I guess I am not looking back far enough. My favorite stories are those of redemption. Where a villain so evil can turn to good for whatever, but more so that he does a 180 and does the reverse of what they once were doing. I could go on about this one. But I know that this too may be my story. Maybe it is one that I can share with others one day.

There are too many thoughts to sort through right now. And maybe I should not share them. Rather take them to prayer. No one else is home, perfect alone time with God. Finish cleaning up from tonights festivities and take some quiet alone time with God.

Three times today have I come to thought, once form the sermon, once from a blog, and then from a movie.

What am I feeling at the moment? That he is not there, yet he is here!