Ya know I think I scare people more when I am awake or have sleep on a night where it would seem I wont get any. Like last night being Derby night at work I thought I would not get out in time for some sleep before my sunday festivities. But I did. And told one pregnant woman she was, in a funny voice, she was getting fat. It was so funny. But funny out of shock. They knew I was joking but I could tell it didnt go well. Well it went well but they voiced concerns. Im a stinker......at least thats what Bugs Bunny would say "Aint I an stinker?"

I did have a fun experience working with the kids today. In fact this one kid whopped (sp) us in winny the pooh memory game. I mean he was good.

I have seen so much in the book I am reading, that devotionals, and just time with God lately that I can't even begin to come up with concrete thoughts. As the same thoughts and beleifs I have had for so long I have just accepted them with out really knowing them. And now I am really getting to know some of them and all I can do is go "Oh" and then "Ooh!" And so on. The light comes on brighter and brighter each time.

I think it's not growing up any more, its now a sense of maturing. Or sharpening the blade than accepting it as dull.

That and being all about relationships I think, feel God is really telling me something. Not just finding a significant other, but all relationships. Mainly spiritually. Now one fact that I got tonight makes me think of my mother. Drawing closer to God may allow me to love and forgive her again. Many of my firends are not the best influences for me to be around. Don;t get me wrong I love my friends, but so far my friends outside of Sojourn, well are spiritual drainers. And now I am not wanting to be around them as much anymore.

And with the people at Sojourn...well that's a different story. I can be myself, live, learn and love. It's all fun and a learning experience. More on that later.