The shock wears off Friday, May 27, 2005 Ok well today was an eventful day. I did manage to get some sleep at some point and now at work. I just hope I can get out of here early and catch up on what I had planned yesterday. Today, well I can't even find words for it. I am still sorting it all out. I talked to my dad for a while tonight and filled him in on the details. I have been in the process of sleep deprivation all day. But I'm ok now. Still hard to belive she called. I am not wanting to get hurt again so I shall still remain as neutral as I can. No feeling allowed. Just keep enough distance and let what ever happens, happen. I know my mom wants to be a apart of my life but this time she will have to earn it, and I mean earn it for earning it. Now there is only one more person to make amends with. I know for years I wanted to tell my mother how I felt and return a small smidgen of pain and suffering I had from her. But today that was not the case. It went well, but I can't say how it went. I just did not let it get to me. Where to go to from here...well one step at a time. And for now I need to listen to what God is telling me. Time heals wounds, and so does God. posted by Tom at 8:28 PM 0 Comments: Post a Comment << Home

daily.verse script provided by biblegateway.com Get a Free Online Diet Special.Collections A Journey Becoming On the Job: Evil Tom Saga journey.tom My Diet blog - hosted by SparkPeople.com blogger.profile my.story AIM: JustCoolTom who.said.what Commenter // Comment previous.journies Holy S**t! I want to feel good naked again Still fightin da fight I could complain... And the pawns are in place What a loooooooooooooooooooooooooong day!! it's official.....im depressed I couldn't shut up....and listen The hardest thing... I know I... journies.archive March 2005 April 2005 May 2005 June 2005 July 2005 August 2005 September 2005 October 2005 November 2005 December 2005 January 2006 February 2006 March 2006 April 2006 May 2006 June 2006 July 2006 August 2006 September 2006 October 2006 November 2006 December 2006 January 2007 February 2007 March 2007 April 2007 May 2007 links.tom My Writings My photography blog Mr. Branch Photography sojourn.community links.other The Council on Biblical Manhood and Womanhood Relevant Magazine Bible Gateway Bible.com XXX Church Dave Ramsey For Faith and Family Pure Life Ministries sojourn.blogs Bobby Paul Jason Lorie Nikki Nick Lindsay Jesse Jessica blogs.other Heather Gemmen Joshua Harris Misha Rabby blogroll.christian Thy way, not mine, O lord Thy way, not mine, O Lord, However dark it be; Lead me by Thine own hand, Choose out the path for me. Smooth let it be or rough, It will be still the best; Winding or straight, it leads Right onward to Thy rest. I dare not choose my lot; I would not, if I might; Choose Thou for me, my God, So I shall walk aright. Take Thou my cup, and it With joy or sorrow fill, As best to Thee may seem; Choose Thou my good and ill. Choose Thou for me my friends, My sickness or my health; Choose Thou my cares for me My poverty or wealth. The kingdom that I seek Is Thine: so let the way That leads to it be Thine, Else I must surely stray. Not mine, not mine the choice In things or great or small; Be Thou my Guide, my Strength My Wisdom, and my All. ~Horatius Bonar